L I F E.. nice one.

a happy person..

i want to spread my joy.. i want ppl ard me to be happy too.. know that you will be perfect to someone in your life.. if not.. you are to yourself..

do wat makes u happy.. we are not cat, we only have one life to live.. so make full use.. explore n have fun! don be too hard on yourself.. money is not status.. money is man create tools for exchange of goods.. your life doesn't worth a cent.. cos it cannot be compared. you are more then jux money..

be true to yourself.. be happy.. n be loved..

a beautiful face captures the eyes.. but a beautiful soul captures the heart..

I NEED TO SORT MYSELF OUT .. .. . !!

t r u s t

trust had rusted in me.. i donno wat is wrong with me. i jux don seems to trust anymore. n the problem gets worse when i fallen deeper into any relationship.. frds, lover n even family.. i read thru articles of how i can learn to trust again.. well, the steps sounds logical to me. but somehow.. it doesn't work.

wat should i do god?! give me trust!! again!! i use to love n trust ppl ard me.. but wat happen now? why? why like tat?!! i really don like myself being like tis.. but yet i can't control.. i can't control. ... =..(

i need someone strong enough to go thru this with me.. i find no one.. but me.

does tat make me not trust anyone?

GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOD!!

6 mths since i last blog..

have not been talking to myself as often.. life is still da same. found a job. a job i wanted to do.. i'm doing wat i like.. a regional role.. accounting managing role. but donno why. i am not happy. =( life is too short to be sad.. but yet at times, we can't control. reality is money is king. if i have got the money, yes i will follow my dream and travel as much as i can.. cant nag too much.. need to work tmr. n damn its 1am, wanted to sleep ard 11pm.. yawns~ i'm tired but i am enjoying my alone time n relax.. watching tv and talking to myself. but now.. i have to sleep else i will get sack! -.- life rox!! if i can do it my way.. . .