.k.a.r.e.n.

L I F E.. nice one.

2011-04-25T12:28:00.001+08:00

a happy person..

2011-04-14T03:10:00.002+08:00

i want to spread my joy.. i want ppl ard me to be happy too.. know that you will be perfect to someone in your life.. if not.. you are to yourself..

do wat makes u happy.. we are not cat, we only have one life to live.. so make full use.. explore n have fun! don be too hard on yourself.. money is not status.. money is man create tools for exchange of goods.. your life doesn't worth a cent.. cos it cannot be compared. you are more then jux money..

be true to yourself.. be happy.. n be loved..

a beautiful face captures the eyes.. but a beautiful soul captures the heart..

I NEED TO SORT MYSELF OUT .. .. . !!

2011-04-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

t r u s t

2011-04-05T00:42:00.005+08:00

trust had rusted in me.. i donno wat is wrong with me. i jux don seems to trust anymore. n the problem gets worse when i fallen deeper into any relationship.. frds, lover n even family.. i read thru articles of how i can learn to trust again.. well, the steps sounds logical to me. but somehow.. it doesn't work.

wat should i do god?! give me trust!! again!! i use to love n trust ppl ard me.. but wat happen now? why? why like tat?!! i really don like myself being like tis.. but yet i can't control.. i can't control. ... =..(

i need someone strong enough to go thru this with me.. i find no one.. but me.

does tat make me not trust anyone?

GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOD!!

2011-04-01T13:11:00.001+08:00

6 mths since i last blog..

2011-03-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

have not been talking to myself as often.. life is still da same. found a job. a job i wanted to do.. i'm doing wat i like.. a regional role.. accounting managing role. but donno why. i am not happy. =( life is too short to be sad.. but yet at times, we can't control. reality is money is king. if i have got the money, yes i will follow my dream and travel as much as i can.. cant nag too much.. need to work tmr. n damn its 1am, wanted to sleep ard 11pm.. yawns~ i'm tired but i am enjoying my alone time n relax.. watching tv and talking to myself. but now.. i have to sleep else i will get sack! -.- life rox!! if i can do it my way.. . .

lost

2010-09-29T03:25:00.005+08:00

some point in life.. u need to sit n think of wat you really want to do n can do.. i was looking back at my post in jan and suddenly its sept already.. have i followed my dreams? nope, i did not. far from it.. maybe it will nv happen..

but with that.. i still love the life i'm living now.. nothing bad nor anything fascinating.. jus simple. haiz..

i'm not feeling down or sad or giving up or watever.. juz wanna find something out of me... u noe wat i mean?

25.. not old yet not young. -.-

HOW"S YOUR DAY? (DAY 2)

2010-05-08T12:13:00.003+08:00

manage to get myself out of the hse but the temperature was freaking 36degree!!! so hot! when to sch n got my cert.. finally!! am glad that this is done! like all the paying n dragging myself to sch after work, i got it~ with Honours. happy~ worth it. bought dinner home, cant wait for him cos i'm damn hungry~ so chicken noodle n apple-orange juice for dinner. so darling reach my hse ard 7plus then go eat katong laksa with him, got myself a bowl too.. keke~ "suppose" to be a gaming nite with ben's frds n mt, but well, they are not in town.. so L4D with my love till like 1plus.. drag him home cos tmr got to work.. actually, i drag him to feifei wan tan mee.. supper! then home.. then sleep.. then wake up.. then i am writing tis.. for yesterday.. =)

wat's inside?!

in Irish..

in English~

WHAT"S YOUR GOAL NOW?

2010-05-08T11:50:00.002+08:00

earn enough money to get a home, cos i don want to leave with my parents anymore..

HOW'S YOUR DAY?

2010-05-07T00:38:00.002+08:00

lazy~ wanted to collect my parchment by couldn't cos i overslept. wanted to walk walk ard after going to sch but didnt.. so stay at home the whole afternoon until evening, drag myself to the bathroom, kind of excited to go game but didnt again.. cos i'm lazy, don want him to worry abt his gf alone in the LAN "pub" so.. after bathe when downstairs n bought dinner for myself. watched american next top model n the shot then some animal funniest moment, already 1245am, called him.. couldnt get him.. worried, abit pissed.. watch more TV then called him again.. got him. he's fine. so well.. tat's my day. love him, hate myself for being lazy.. need to do sth more then tat..

p.s: People should not be judge by their age, sex, race or nationality BUT their personality. -KY

music is a MUST in life~

2010-04-19T02:17:00.003+08:00

one artist that i nv get bored of listening to will be no one but JM!! anyone that uses their heart to do anything can be felt~ as least to me, and JM is one singer that i can feel his love towards wat he's doing and know wat he's doing.. truly him, truly great music..

most of his songs are kinda emotional, but i love.. listening to his music brings me back.. as in, not losing myself after anything that has happen.. if u get wat i mean~ lolx.

enjoy tis~

i'm going to write again~

2010-04-16T01:30:00.004+08:00

been a long time since i write.. many a times i wanted to, but there's just too much tots in my head tat its kinda hard to write it down in words..

anw, life has been great, things have not change much. still the same old me, enjoying life, loving the same man more each day and still having tat notti dog kuro..

growing up, growing older each.. makes me love myself more as i know myself better~

gonna update the days in my life more, i hope..

my valentine's gift~

2010-02-19T14:30:00.003+08:00

my new love ~ YSL Parisienne! i still like Angel but tis one has more of a fresh foral smell.. nice~ thanks dear!

the TANK attack!!

2010-01-26T08:01:00.002+08:00

if u play L4D, you'll know who I'm talking abt. the TANK!! when he comes, everyone runs .. u have to shoot from far with a shotgun the best or run to him n kill him with melée weapons(tips). but somethings the hit is so hard u jux die.. lolx. cos he's too strong.

on my way to work now n suddenly tot of the TANK. lolx. I wish he comes into my office n wipe out everyone in the office!! haha! shook~ left me running ard n try to escape. in the end I use the ninja sword n kill him then head straight home n sleep. hahahhahaaa!!

SUNDAY!!

2010-01-10T18:13:00.003+08:00

sunday morning~ happy day!! went out with yewyew for breakfast ard my hse market, had tou jiang you tiao, lor mee and tou hua. gg.

then we went to crossfire @ simpang and L4D for 5HRS!!! ahhaha~ shiok. come out steam steam then go eat super late lunch, reach home play with my cute niece enya then now at home.. he sleeping.. and i'm typing..

=) happy~

we only live once..

2010-01-06T12:29:00.002+08:00

I bet u Noe tis phrase very well.. many have been either told or tell someone.. we only live once! but how many time do u really think about tis sentence?

it is damn true tat we only live as who we are for once and why not make it the fullest!! be it rich or poor, do wat u want, do wat that makes u happy, do watever tat makes u YOU! it can be difficult at time due to where we live .. but doesn't mean u can't dream and do wat u want.

I am not someone that earn freaking much and go ard telling ppl do wat u want like no need money.. I meant to say, don restrict urself from doing the things tat u truly believe u will find happiness. n of cos don hurt n be irresponsible to anyone in the process of doing wat u like.. haha!! it's getting too far. I should stop. n probably think hard of wat I want to do tis year.

it's late I Noe. but I'm always late. so HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! *hugs*

pending...

2009-12-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

just like last year, i will do a freaking long post (to me) on 2009 and New Year Resolution!! haha.. estelle remind me.. mux make new year resolution! keke~ n i will!! i full of to dos~

ok.. but not today.. consolidate first then blog.

good nite!!

blogging from my lappy~ =p

so tis is x'Mas

2009-12-22T14:41:00.002+08:00

for all reasons.. smile n be happy cos it's Christmas!! maybe it's the end of the year, maybe it's holiday period, maybe it's really Christmas that makes everyone happy!! I know I am..

having all that I have now.. I thank god, thank my friends n family n myself!! I am so happy that 2010 is finally coming!!

for all the crap at work n the pain to pay all the fees.. I can see the finish line now. =)

I wish all to be happy, joyful n healthy, may u have a merry merry Christmas n a wonderful year ahead!! love u all my friends, miss my sister =''( n little xuan..

hohoho~

slacking @ Starbucks

2009-12-21T12:47:00.004+08:00

Testing my iPhone to see if I can blog with it!! Lolz. Damn haolian.. anw, it's the time of the year when everyone is in holiday mood. U want to see customer they also not in, go home sleep will feel guilty, so I sit at starbucks which is ard my customer area. At least I'm on standby mode. Haha!!

Seem like tis new phone of mine is really fun!! Lolz. I can surf, game, check my email and even blog!! Gg. I recommend everyone to get cos it's really the coolest phone I've ever used!! BB is another great Phone too, but not much fun cos no games.

Ok! I hao lian enough.. Go drink my green tea frappé time!! Bb.

sissy in Idaho~

2009-12-19T13:13:00.004+08:00

i want to see white christmas too!! bOo~

little xuan~ coldcold!

communicative world

2009-12-14T22:48:00.005+08:00

been asked by many these days, "wat is your facebook acc?", "eh, put the photos on FB hor..", "why you don have facebook one?"

i have been asked n the poor kid i always go to is mr boon. lolx. i keep asking him, eh dear, why ppl keep ask me abt facebook, no facebook cannot meh? instead of usual commend like, don have don have la..

he explained: "cos alot of ppl/frds you long time no see, you can go facebook n see their pics n see how they are doing" then i like oHh~ ok. but FB like complicated to use.. he say nvm, i teach you. keke~ sometimes, i think mr boon really very sweet~ teehee~

ok anw, my sister gave me her facebook acc so i can look at her pics in US, lolz. abit pathetic but ya.. i use her acc to see her pics n my eldest sisters also. keke~

anh, should be getting my Iphone next week, so can msn n keep surfing non-stop! we are living in a constant communicating world man, we got phone to call, sms, mms, bbm, twitter and internet to bloging, fb and wat ar, email~~ so many ways to keep us in the loop of wat's happening ard us.. now that sister is far away.. seems like the communication tools is FB. cos tat's how my eldest sis n elder sis talk to each other.. put "note", something like tat..

but anw.. i donno wat i'm talking abt today.. is tat week of the mth, so abit not me.. ok, bye now. good nite all! is mth end~~ do closing.............

Iphone~~~ ~ ~

TEMPTATION!!

2009-12-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

great offer for M1 user.. tat's me~ i'm 70% sold.

i might betray BB~ =x

dare to be BOLD!

2009-12-07T01:47:00.003+08:00

i will wait for you to be here!!

initially i wanted the curve 8900 cos of its camera quality but no 3G like the BB9000. but BB900 size is too big plus lower quality camera, both have bad reviews abt the trackball, was thinking why they don combine the 2!!

wish come true!! the major change was the trackpad which is more responsive compared to the trackball + the size is smaller and the overall case is more firm then the BB9000!! omg. in terms of software its ver 5 whereas BB9000 is ver 4.6 , battery life 1.5 hr (talk time) faster then BB 9000. ok. shouldnt talk so much abt the specs, u can go online n search if you are interested. anw, the BOLD 9700!! faster come~~ i cant wait!

bestfriend?

2009-12-06T14:01:00.005+08:00

haha!! early X'mas present!! sweet~ i always wanted a sparkling stone on my neck.. keke~ wish came true! thank yewyew~ i <33 it!!

baby Enya!

2009-12-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

her mama make her Xiao Chang Jing.. u noe the korean drama.. Hu dada Hudada~ ya. tat one. LOLX!!

xuan xuan in US

2009-12-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

shiok sia.. i want to go there n play with this notti gal!!

see you again~

2009-11-14T16:33:00.004+08:00

this morning ard 6am, when off to the airport and send my baby xuan n sister to America. she's so cute!! cant wait to see her 2 yrs later. mum cried like a baby.. lolx. =x but anw, good luck to my sissy!! they might come back in four! keke~ here's a cute pic of baby xuan~

see you again baby!! *muacks* kiss her like a thousand time tis morning.. =p

THE ZOO TRIP

2009-10-17T17:29:00.006+08:00

was a super sunny sunday on the 11/10/09, karen n boon went to the zoo~
"we are going to the zoo zoo zoo~~ how abt you you you??? ~~"

so hot!! we change color~

best feeling

2009-10-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

the best feeling in life is not to have a million dollar in your bank, not when you see a handsome young man coming towards you or having all the people saying you are the best.. .

but.. to see others n especially your love ones.. jumping for joy and be happy, i mean really really happy about wat they have done.. like their hard work pays off.. they make it thru their rough journey in life.. things like that..

ok.. i might sound abit strange here but try it.. instead of making urself happy, try making someone smile.. someone you might jux know for a day.. ur friends, ur colleague.. ur parents.. ur sisters, ur brother.. whoever! but not urself. make them really happy!!

the smile on their face is really the best feeling in the world..

reminder

2009-09-28T00:22:00.003+08:00

this is juz a reminder to myself that i should write something on this blog within the next 7 days..

.h.a.p.p.y. .a.n.n.i.v.e.r.s.a.r.y.

2009-09-15T00:26:00.006+08:00

at last i get to blog this.. something is wrong with blogspot.. think i should change it to wordpress and follow my noobber..

but~ anyhow.. its our anniversary~!~!~!!! .. a week ago~ its was jux a simple dinner.. no plans at all, we jux hop into one restaurant and try out the food.. n it is fantastic!! next time i want some rice wine to go with the meaty

meat!! yummy!!~!!! =)

i take picture of the watermelon.. then i forget to eat it!! omg man..

u only need to pay for the meat! the rest tag along.. but the meat is expensive.. the beef on the pic is ard 30 i guess.. so they bundle the rest of the dishes in.. LOLx!! i like the rice tea.. hekhek~

thanx yewyew~ i <3 u.

so far so good..

2009-08-30T02:34:00.004+08:00

just came back from 'clubbing' with cheryl and meiting.. lolx!! clubbing is not really my forte.. but when there bcos of BEYOND!! and Paul is super good.. i went mad!!! haha!!

but anyway after BEYOND left, the song sux!! LUNAR is damn cina la.. but it was fun with the gals.. need to wait for cheryl for pictures.. well, they got really high cos they drank quite abit. my drinks was sponsored by them cos i'm freaking broke!! haiz~ so i wasnt that high la.. cos i didnt drink mux also.. cheryl super high!! so alvin came n pick her up..

well.. today jux feel abit emo~ looking back at wat happened in my life.. i'm really fortunate.. to have wat i have.. i'm happy that i got a job, a naggy but very nice boss.. am still able to support my studies till now.. such wonderful friends.. and a loving bf.. nothing much i can ask for except for myself.. i need to work harder for ppl that love n care abt me..

i jux want them to be happy ard me.. n i can provide them with more then wat i can now.. then i will be even happier.. =) it jux hurts to see .. myself.. not being able to provide my love ones more.. but so far.. so good.. good luck to myself. n good luck to the future me~

mistake

2009-08-26T23:38:00.001+08:00

sometimes.. u made a mistake without knowing u are doing so.. n when u look back. u jux go "wat the f*** was i thinking!"

but there's nothing! nothing u can do to the things that u have done.

sometimes, i find 2 in myself.. one is an asshole, the other is an angel..

anyway.. this is too random for anyone one to know what the heck i'm writing.. i'm jux not happy.. for wat i really donno..

i am jux tired. good nite.

sleeping position part 2

2009-08-08T00:58:00.003+08:00

i was browsing thru IKEA magazine n look wat i've found!!

there are ppl who actually sleep like me n boon.. LOLx!! yewyew we are normal~

BUY ONE GET TWO FREE!!

2009-08-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

first of all, HANGOVER is a must watch movie!! damn funny.. LMAO! ok, back to story.. was another weekend with mr boon.. after i hand in my project, we went for a movie. which i've booked earlier on that day.. was a 23:50 show, but donno wat the heck happen to the player or watever la.. we waited for about an hour before the show starts.. in btw, of cos ppl not happy and started asking the staff wth happens.. but me n him.. just sat there n talk!! of cos, i say things like mux give free movies n all.. but i didnt complain la.. ok! cut short, they gave us TWO free movies due to their technical problem. yAhoo!!

and so.. today we went to watch another movie, Fighting. whoever thought of watching this.. don waste time.. lousy plot and no 'real' action.. just one handsome dude.. lolx!

ok, i'm done. tired liao. nitez!

b'Day altogether~

2009-07-26T23:59:00.013+08:00

as u get older.. the birthday celebration gets more n more simpler.. from relatives n friends, to bbq with classmate, to chalet.. to drinking.. to now.. dinner with different groups of friends~ lolx! but good thing, friends are the only constant.. =x haha!

some picz with good old sec sch frds~ plus one great poly mate.. wEe~ i got LV cardholder from them.. muhahaha!! the only good thing when u get older~ =p

got this gift from my manager.. so smart. noe my favourite perfume. ty!

from 2 seniors of mine from Canon.. didnt expect tis from 2 man. lolx! but thanx!

a gift from estelle~ thank you!!

huat ar!! gift from sasi, jean, xuan and darryl~ =)

feels like my best b'Day ever!! =) thank you all! *hUgS*

random picz..

2009-07-13T23:24:00.003+08:00

sisters celebrated my birthday.. together with 2nd sis, cos her birthday is on the 2nd of July.. so together la~~ but the picz are mostly my niece.. lolx!! wat to do.. she's the first one that can call me "ah yi"~ one more coming soon!

jap food with my yewyew @ 2 different places.. at waraku the bowl so damn big! i can wash my face with it! then sakae @ parkway~

ok! done.

i love my canon ixus 110IS~

STEAMBOAT!!

2009-07-12T03:12:00.006+08:00

today was the best weather for steamboat! yiPppeee~ we did planned for the steamboat.. but the weather was just bonus for all of us!! rain rain all the way.. shiok!! steamboat, beer and movies~~ arHhh~

met up with jean and sasi @ bedok NTUC to get our ingredients for the steamboat @ ard 6pm.. bought fishballs, crabsticks, hotdogs, scallops, chicken, vege, prawns.. n cant rmb anymore.. then cab to darryl's hse for the dinner!!

preparation is very important.. peel the prawns .. cut vege, chicken, mushroom..

take pictures before we eat.. mux be proud of my new camera~ =p timer with 3 shots~

found ULTRAMAN while waiting for the soup to boil.. LOLx!!

we are done!! didnt manage to clear everthing .. =/

cleaning up was just a breeze~~

after dinner.. watch ICE AGE 1 n 2!! we watch until ICE AGE 2.. half way.. all sleeping in the living room.. -.-zZzz.. went back ard 2am..

anw! i got present!! yeah!! but cannot open until next wed.. which is my actual bday.. thank you all!! xiexie ni meng!! arigato and gam xia.. lolx!! ok.. better go to bed now.. tmr got sch~~ mr boonie sleeping like pxx already.. good nite!

yeah!! photo can be uploaded!!

2009-07-11T16:39:00.004+08:00

my earliest bithday present~~

from sebastian tan. =)

o.m.g

2009-07-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

i cant add pictures to my blog!! how!??
HELP!!

I CAN'T WAIT!!!

2009-06-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

4 MONTHS n 2 WEEKS!!! i'm done with school~~

Angel

2009-06-15T01:27:00.004+08:00

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For the break that will make it ok

There's always some reason to feel “not good enough"?

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction, oh beautiful release

Memories seep from my veins

They may be empty and weightless, and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn

There's vultures and thieves at your back

The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies

That you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference, escaping one last time

It's easier to believe

In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness

That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel, far away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

3 years ago~

2009-05-25T00:07:00.004+08:00

when we were friends.. >.< *shyz* the camera was VGA!!

the guy on the right will never be interested in women..

not again~

2009-05-19T23:19:00.003+08:00

i know its a good things that i'm going to finish my degree.. but when i see this~~~

-.- tian ar~! i jux paid the same amount last mth!! wth!! the course is getting faster.. which is a good thing! but the bill also come hell fast!! damn! $2867.60!! seriously.. degree for wat sia.. tmd!

baby com'on n Stand By Me~

2009-05-12T02:28:00.002+08:00

for yew~ i cant stop thinking of you while listening to this song..

CANON Delighting You Always~

2009-05-09T15:49:00.004+08:00

i am going to start work on Monday 11/5/09!! seriously 2010 i am going to die waiting for u to come.. pls come fast!! 5 more months and i finish my degree!! omg~ at last.. =)

but anw.. good luck to myself on monday! working hrs: 8:30am-5:30pm! HA! i'm going to sing this song out loud in the office.. hEe~

when i was young..er~

2009-05-08T06:23:00.002+08:00

while looking back at my photos.. dug out some piz from the past while i require no make-up or wat so ever~ lolx!! it was ard 19-20 i guess.. but these are jux for laugh. HA!

my baby niece! [1 mth old]

2009-05-05T19:02:00.004+08:00

Enya's first month.. she slept the whole nite while we are there.. trying to be quiet n sweet.. but cry the whole nite while we are gone.. notti gal! well~ enya is my eldest sis baby gal.. the one in black.. the one in green is my elder sister.. she's expecting in august.. another niece. LOLx!!

from the left.. eric (my eldest sis husband), then my eldest sis evelyn, elder sis jacqualine, myself, boonie and the back aaron my elder sis husband.

sisters + one! i donno why i'm so short!! =( the three of us look diff, i think only the nose looks alike.. the rest.. like the height n boobs.. =x imagine i got the height n the boobs like my sisters... aHhhhhhh~~ *.*

me n baby gal..

carry her out off bed didnt wake her up also.. little piggy!

BATAM PICZ [DARRYL'S CAM]

2009-04-26T11:40:00.009+08:00

tis photos need no editing.. cos the quality is damn!! GOOD!!

.s.m.i.L.e.

2009-04-25T06:13:00.001+08:00

smile when you are sad.. cos it will only makes you better.

look on the brighter side n things will be fine like before.

trust me.. no. trust yourself. u will be better.

p.s: money dont earn u respect.

let out more?

2009-04-15T01:17:00.002+08:00

.. . i'm.. a person who dosent like to share my thoughts n feelings.. unless, i'm very close to that person.. but after i let it out.. i kind of regret telling so much.. i would love to let myself out totally.. but i simply cant..

i like to keep things to myself.. u can call that selfish.. but i jux have got the feeling that if i tell more 1) will the person get wat i mean? 2) will i bother him/her with my problems? maybe tat's why my frds seldom heard much of my 'sad' stories cos i don really like to let it out.. even if i do.. i will kind of tell half..

maybe no one really understand me? bcos i don let out?

as i grow old.. i start to realise myself more.. i know wat are my good and wat are my bad.. it doesnt matter whether anyone think is good or bad.. i judge myself cos it is for myself..

well.. juz randomly think that i'm actually someone that doesnt like ppl to know so much of me.. =\

humans are so contradicting.. when u don let out.. ppl don get u.. n soon.. they don bother.. unless they are ur family members n ur love ones..

but i guess it is fine to selectively tell stories to ppl tat u want.. but tell all? lolx..

i jux cant sleep.. n my mind went wild....

How WIll We LOVE?

2009-04-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

From the Emmy-nominated series, Song of Songs, comes "How Will We Love?". A feature film exploring love, relationships and the changing landscape of commitment...

i hope this film will be pass on to everyone ..

random..

2009-04-09T02:13:00.008+08:00

was helping mummy to put her clothes in her wardrobe.. . then KPO me go n open the drawer.. hehe~ then i saw an album in her drawer! so i took it out n take a look at the pictures.. then i found this!

their "pak tor" picz!! kekeke~ i look like mum or dad?

ok.. then this afternoon went for an interview, yeah.. i quit my job and am finding new one now.. so after the interview i treat myself a green tea frappuccino!! i damn long nv drink this!! ok. so good day for me.. the person gave me a choco blend for free!! why? bcos he made the wrong drink after telling him twice is green tea frappo. i think he blur la.. but good for me! yipEe~

after tat, go KTV with mt, cheryl, alvin and bebe!! come back took random picz of myself feat. KURO!! lolx!

ok. done for the nite. bb.

ramblling..

2009-04-07T12:04:00.003+08:00

sometimes.. jux felt like a lost soul. donno wat i want and nothing seems to make me happy. my heart feels hollow like nothing can make it whole.

things that usually happpen, don anymore. things that i used to have, don anymore.. . when u want to help someone, you cant. when u want to make ur love ones happy, you cant.. i hate to say tis but life sux at this point..

BATAM PICZ [SASI's CAM]

2009-04-07T01:05:00.005+08:00

some colourful updates of the trip to BATAM with bebe and his friends!! tis are picz from Sasi's cam, still waiting for the rest... .. ..

ok! starts from harbourfront Singapore!!

me n bebe.. the picz on the bottom right.. jean, bebe, me, sasi and xuan.darryl is taking tis pic for us. so total 6 of us!

though it wasn't a long journey but the breeze damn shiok.. i have to sleep!! we got goodie bag from xuan! packed with lots of sweets, chocolate and... i donno la.. all edible~

the moment we reach batam, head straight to the pool!!!

pool side picz~ yeah, my hair is dry cos i cant swim. so jux play water la.. i think i should go for swimming lessons!!

he bite me! so i bite his head! fair. =) nose got pimple.. sadded~

darryl, sasi and bebe.. frds for.. erm.. 19yrs~

tat's all for now! good nite. time for bed. -.-z

Gemini & Cancer (All About You)

2009-04-01T02:51:00.002+08:00

was curious about both our horoscope so i type cancer + gemini, then this came out.. interesting~ only for gemini n cancer. haha! =x

Gemini/Cancer

Gemini is the third sign of the zodiac. Geminis examine the world through intellect. Cancer is the fourth sign of the zodiac. Cancers are emotional and traditional. Those born on the Gemini/Cancer cusp display great imagination and tend to be very expressive. They are interested in heredity and ancestors, and this is reflected in their desire to care for relatives and propagate the family line. They love to learn, and their lives are generally centered around the home.

The astrological symbol of Gemini is the Twins. Like twins, Geminis often have a dual nature and are skilled at seeing both sides of a problem. The astrological symbol of Cancer is the Crab. Like the Crab, Cancerians go through life with a strong shell around them that is not easily broken. Gemini/Cancers are the first to express emotion in any given situation -- the first to laugh and the first to tears. Gemini/Cancers tend to have many different interests that they study in great detail. Gemini exemplifies the mutable quality assigned to it by being adaptable and able to tackle multiple tasks simultaneously. Cancer exemplifies the cardinal quality assigned to it by being strong-willed, persistent and initiating.

Gemini is ruled by the planet Mercury. In ancient Roman mythology, Mercury (and his Greek equivalent, Hermes) was the messenger god. He was associated with travel and transportation. He was a communicator, quick-witted and inventive. Cancer is ruled by the Moon. In ancient times, the Moon, which represents fertility and instinct, was perceived as the Great Mother, responsible for nurturing all life. The Moon controls the tides and all water on Earth, and it has a strong effect on human emotions. Gemini/Cancers tend to be more sensitive to the movement of the Moon, their moods changing with the Moon's passage. Their facility in adapting to new challenges may seem like opportunism, but it is really just a highly intuitive curiosity that leads them to the right people at the right time. Generally domestic and peaceful, Gemini/Cancers often have many friends and acquaintances, and they won't sit still when loved ones are threatened.

The element associated with Gemini is Air. The element associated with Cancer is Water. Gemini/Cancers are very intuitive, and their broad-minded outlook and capacity for abstract reasoning enables them to make strong contributions to projects. Emotion is a key part of their lives and is checked and balanced with logic and objectivity. Their awareness and intellectual approach to life is refreshing, and their emotional honesty is something to be admired.

Gemini/Cancers have close family ties with their brothers and sisters. They often remain youthful and lighthearted their whole lives. These people have a strong association with food and a willingness to always try something new; they often make excellent cooks. Their many interests make them entertaining and stimulating conversationalists who really love people. In their leisure time, Gemini/Cancers enjoy pairing up with a partner for recreation. They often enjoy team sports because of the family feeling a team often provides. Gemini/Cancers are more likely to be ambidextrous than other signs. Physical exercise and artistic endeavors, written or on canvas, allow them to channel their swirling emotions into productive output. Their love for conversation and food ensures that leisurely dinners with friends are highly enjoyable for them, and their inquisitive and literary orientation means they enjoy mentally challenging pursuits as well.

In love relationships, Gemini/Cancers are caring, flirtatious, playful and romantic. The great strength of the Gemini/Cancer-born is in their blending of intellectual and conversational skills. They have the ability to understand the difficulties their loved ones must work through. Their affectionate nature makes them among the most caring characters of the zodiac.

I WENT BATAM AGAIN!!!

2009-03-30T11:59:00.003+08:00

i didnt have camera with me since we have a professional photographer in the group!! will post it once he burn it into a disc n pass it to us.

it was fun though we did nothing much n scare the hell out of myself in the pool cos i donno how to swim.. but i'm still alive.. so pictures coming up soon!!

NOT GOING TO BLOG ABT WORK

2009-03-30T11:54:00.002+08:00

tell myself.. not going blog abt work anymore.. cos it's not very interesting in the first place, second, it has nothing to do with my life, third, its irritating.. n ya.. no more entires for work. bb.

NEW RECORD!

2009-03-26T14:33:00.002+08:00

i work till 12 midnight in the office tis morning. had to walk down the stairs from level 13 cos the lift is 'closed'. lucky for me, mr boon came n fetch me. *muacks* thanks dear. was too tired and boss still wanna say we are not serious n committed to work. i wonder what is serious n committed to him. i think we have gone way beyond it and starting to feel tired.

so when he started saying something abt me being not very committed, i have got to speak up this time. cos i guess he reach my limit of tolerance for him. i told him i didnt tot i will have to work such long hrs and so many weekends. n i say. boss i wanna quit by end of this mth. he say ok. then he continue with the meeting.. then started scolding the other colleague.. scold him half way ask me, karen if i offer u a admin job will u stay? -.- say i can go off earlier and he thinks that will be good for me cos is hard to find a job out there now. so i thank him n say will give him a reply today.

today came work late of cos, at 1045am. still feeling tired. the other colleague tell me he wants to quit. -.- wat can i say man. ask me if he should, i think i'm in no position to say yes or no. so i say up to you. well, i've learned alot of new stuff from this company. coming in with full of energy and aspiration for this career. but didnt turn out very well now. will have to see how it goes..

update again.. +.+

BABY ENYA's BIRTHDAY!!

2009-03-23T13:28:00.003+08:00

my eldest sister first child! her name is Enya, 3.15kg. she's so cute!! welcome to the world baby Enya, i hope u grow up happy and healthy!

all with YEW~

2009-03-20T14:25:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

i tot i wouldnt be able to go anywhere on valentine's day cos i have got exam the next day!! so i told mr.boon i have to study, n wouldnt be going out la. . was abit sad though cos its our first valentine's.. but! he juz say, come out awhile we go dinner.. then i was like.. erm~ wat you want to do man... ok. pics below then i explain, i didnt take much pics cos my phone cam sux big time..

he did BBQ for 2!!! haha.. how sweet~ i like promoting him, LOLx! he's mine. no touch. =x

ok. so mr boon bbq steak, corn, potato, mushroom n.. i cant rmb. haha. n wine! i waited for him to set up the fire n he started peng kanging~ the food is so good! at first we still tot need to go the hawker n fill up our stomach after the BBQ cos the food like not much. but for 2! its more then enough.. after eating.. we lie down and see planes flying over.. drink wine.. aHhhh~ shiok! haha. thanks dear~

that's that. then..

JASON MRAZ concert!!! yAhOoo~!!

when we just got together, i told boon so sad i didnt get to see Jason Mraz perform in SG during SingFest.. he did of cos but! my chance is here!! he came to SG.. FOR ME!! =D was really fun singing, shouting and jumping like a mad gal during his concert!! i was on the big screen for like 2 sec cos i think i was too crazy.. hEe~

i got my personal Sebastian Tan at home to listen to.. ha! =p

Jason Mraz Live High in France

2009-03-17T11:09:00.000+08:00

FYI

2009-03-10T15:53:00.002+08:00

friends~ before planning any trips.. here's my school TT. =)

DELL VOSTRO 200 SLIM TOWER

2009-03-10T13:24:00.003+08:00

selling off a 10mth old 19" flat widescreen desktop @ SGD750!!

Specs:

Intel® PentiumTM dual-Core Processors E2180

Genuine Windows XP Home Edition

2GB Dual-Channel DDR2 SDRAM

320GB SATA Hard Drive with Native Command Queuing

Integrated 7.1 Channel Audio HD
External Speakers:
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Optical Mouse

Message me if you or someone is interested!! Thanks!

i start to wonder.. PT 2

2009-03-07T13:51:00.001+08:00

i should stop all the crap about work and get back to who i really am.. sorry baby i make you sit n think so hard ytd.. =(

yeah~ times are bad, everyone knows, but i believe everyone has their way to make it thru. i'm not the only person that has to work for my fees in this world.. my friends are doing the same and i understand the 'pain' that is hunting time to time.. i once told cheryl we'll work hard together and enjoy our life like taitai~ LOLx! maybe now we are HDB taitai la~ =x but anw, a job is a job, like it or not. u needed the money. well~ find alternatives if it doesnt work for you.. imptly, find a good boss that can lead, of cos u can lead urself but with some boss that supports will be da best!! just like CMT's boss. haha!

enough ranting, i will blog abt Jason Mraz concert soon.. =)

i start to wonder..

2009-03-06T11:03:00.003+08:00

one mth of work, when to see doctor twice, both time i've got 2 days mc but i still go to work. less time with friends, needless to say my love.. kuro going crazy at home not going out.. mummy is bored alone at home all the time since dad is overseas..

i'm starting to wonder.. wat i've got my self into.. kinda losing myself.. .. .. .....

to be continued..

i do apologise to my close ones..

2009-03-04T13:36:00.005+08:00

as most of u know, me has got myself a new job which requires alot of attention and details. cos if anything goes wrong, ppl can just sue u. now i understand the stress my mum has when she's doing property. probably hers is more jalat cos she's doing local and she have to earn enough for the family. too much pressure on her. n poor her. anw, i will try to give her as much as i can now.. every night i go home she's either sleeping or going to sleep. i wish i've got more time with her n my friends..

ytd night was another night out with my sec frds n bf, but poor thing they have to wait for me for 1.5hr before i actually see them. last min meeting. kena 'ganning' by boss. i complained to boonie, he tried to solve it with me. but ya.. i didnt really make any action right now, cos its risky to do it right now since i need the job.. watever it is, thanx dear, for being there no matter wat. i'm blessed to have a man like u. n frds tat tahan my attitude when i'm stressed out at work. pls my frds, if you are not in need of money, don join sales. haha! cos there's just too much shit to take. from clients n boss.

anyhow, just want to say sorry to those friends out there that i keep saying we'll meet but i got no time to. i'm glad it's march now.. 8 more mths!! i will be happy like a puppy running ard. head is cracking now, due to wat reason i donno.. everyone has to go thru this stage.. i'm glad i'm walking thru it now. no matter wat it is.. friends, family and boon is the most impt to me. other then tat, oh ya, little kuro! haha. i guess my blog has turn into a blog that is full of words. not like wat it used to be. full of pictures and laughter.. >.<

marley & me

2009-02-28T21:51:00.006+08:00

it was a usual friday nite, i had to knock off late from work ard 9+, deardear pick me up to his house for my favorite curry then send me back home to change then movie!!

n tat nite.. i cry my heart out. i was literally shaking at the end of the show, cos i can't stop thinking of peachie. tis show makes you laugh, makes u smile from your heart and makes you cry like a sad puppy.. n i still tot i was going to laugh thru out the show.. LOLx! in the end eyes swollen~ haha! but good thing my yewyew was with me.. tat's good rite but.. he make me paiseh la.. cos i was lying down on his shoulder while watching then i think my tears fall on his arms.. n then you noe wat! he say: Dear! you cry? -.- thanx dear.. i love u~ =p guys.. sometimes.. hai~ nvm.

I HATE LIARS!!

2009-02-27T14:26:00.003+08:00

you know when you started working in the cooperate world, ppl you meet can be so nasty and irritating you just feel like scolding FUCK YOU!! right in their face n walk off.

i hate it when ppl can just say "no, i didnt see the conversation btw you n the other party" when you just show them.. NNB la. ass! can lie right in my face.. CBCBCB!

everything also black n white, no wonder your world is fucking black n white.. get a life man. if not for the sake of my education i wouldn't be sitting here hearing u crap ass talk shit!!

i apologise for all the 'beautiful' language cos i muz get it out from me. i may look or seem calm right now infront of my lappy.. but inside me just feel like killing someone. DAMN!!

it doesnt matter if you fail.. is how u finish it.

2009-02-20T15:31:00.005+08:00

Nick Vujicic is 27yrs old tis year, he has no arms n no legs but he nv give up in life. he travel ard to give inspirational talks and motivate ppl.. to believe in yourself and god. for watever reasons or whoever he believed in, i trust is the strong self of his that brought him to this stage. he is one man i truly respect for his courage to stay alive..

tuning. . .

2009-02-11T02:37:00.005+08:00

at times.. u feel like there’s more then one of urself.. u started talking to urself like there’s more than one inside u.. u contradict wat u say n started scolding urself.. u then start to wonder wat the hack happen to u.. u love yet hate the one or two in u.. cos one talks crap and the other makes sense but u jux cant stop the bitch in u and u started bitching abt others.. n u start saying fuck u to urself n u kind of go mad.. well.. the list can goes on n on.. but somehow.. i guess.. i noe the cause.. i’m tuning more then one string in me at a time that i started to create noise instead of music..

n the noise goes.. i wanted to study.. yes i did.. i wanted a job.. yes i found.. i want a better me.. so i started to read more.. i want a bigger bed n so i work harder.. i wanted to revamp my room n there i go continue to work harder.. i wanted to buy stuff for my love ones n ya.. i work till 8pm or 9pm jux to make sure i’m in the lead.. i wish i can concentrate or give my full attention either to my work or studies but i cant cos they work both ways.. its impossible for me to jux study cos i wouldnt have the money to.. n if i work n not study i don feel good cos i'm not upgrading myself.. ya.. they tickle each other which can be irritating at times.. i feel like giving up cos the cost n time for studies is kind of killing.. but then again.. i'm already at term 3 and 3 more to go.. half way there don give up.. well.. i wanted too much of myself till i felt like i was drank even when i drink water.. tuning n tuning jux to create a better music for myself n ppl ard me.. but sometimes i wonder.. how much can i tune? maybe bcos of my age.. i’m not patient.. i want means i want.. i want to be.. i noe i can.. n i am so eager to do whatever i can so i can be who i wanted myself to be.. i get so angry with the impatient self tat i pointed middle finger to myself in the mirror.. i sit down n listen to music n start to tear for no reasons.. i jux wish i have the power to stay awake thru out tis year so i can tune all the strings in me to my desire pitch.. well i noe.. one string at a time.. n be more patient.. tat’s wat i need to do.. i’m suppose to study now.. but if i don get tis out of me.. i will break all the strings in me.. yawns~ i actually have research for my work as well.. but.. like i always say.. no worries.. i have got the time.. i will have to fuck myself if i take all my time for granted..

i notice a lot of self self in tis entry.. but hack.. i have more then one in me.. LOLz!

well.. byebye 15O7.. i’m going to do some research.. then ko..

no time..

2009-02-08T16:22:00.003+08:00

sometimes.. human are just human.. ur brain wants to study and do watever but ur body is jux plain lazy.. u rather sit down, watch tv, play games or jux surf the net..

it all comes down to discipline.. n well~ maybe i'm not tat discipline enough.. or i'm not tat robot enough to do watever i want without asking my heart if i wanted to.. LOLx! ok.. sounds like i'm giving myself reasons not to look at my lecture notes rite now..

talking abt tat! tis time no tips at all for exams.. you noe wat my lecturer tell urs for tips.. Section A 4 qns answer 2. n Section B also 4 qns answer 2. -.- Section A covers chapter 1-10 n Section B from Chapter 11 onwards. you can imagine my expression when i hear tis.. like wat a lousy tips!! it shouldnt be called tips.. tis is wat we call exam format. tmd! ang mo is sick in the brain sometimes..

ok. finish whining.. time to get back to studies~ -.-''

lose control for yEw..

2009-02-03T00:27:00.010+08:00

i just want u to know..

when u are lost i'm half lost..

when u are down i only want to cheer u up..

when u see nothing.. i hope i could paint some pictures..

maybe u would say its a small matter.. but i cant control myself..

cos i noe when i'm lost.. when i cry.. when there's no light.. u show me the way..

i just want u to know.. u are impt to me..

i just want u to know.. i only want to make u smile..

i just want u to know.. that everything will be fine..

i just want u to know.. that i'll be here no matter wat..

i just want u to know..

u are special.. n u deserve more..

well.. i cant control myself.. to think.. to wonder.. to try.. to do watever i can.. even it is just ur somedays..

freaky busy!!

2009-01-31T20:03:00.003+08:00

been freaky busy lately.. my com was down due to i donno wat IE prob. but re-formatted it and got everything up again!! n my new job! is super busy but i'm loving it! exams coming~ n lots of other stuff to do here n there.. n my free time.. sorry~ but i would love to stick with boon the most!! hhahaa!! cos he's my love~ *muacks*

n ya!! i got my job, so to-do list is one off~ yipee!! i'm loving 2OO9.. cos i'm doing lots n lots and cant wait for it to go.. cos when i'm done with 2OO9, i'm pretty much done with all the studies and its loans.. so i can focus on other stuff!!

n.... HAPPY NIU YEAR to all my friends and family!!! heck those ppl who say OX year is bad cos its going to be good!!

p.s.: i am a happy n positive person~ so fuck those who are negative n naggy ppl!! cos u are just a sad story.. lolx!!

mr. AZ

2009-01-13T03:21:00.003+08:00

be careful wat you wish for.. cos it might just come true!! i was telling boonie how fun it would be if we can go for Jason Mraz concert together.. n blah blah blah~~

but i tot.. he wouldnt come .. cos sg so small.. n for watever reasons.. juz tot he would come la! BUT!! he did!! he's doing his concert @ the Singapore Indoor Stadium. if you guys are interested you can go to this link http://jasonmraz.com/index.php#/tour/ and search for Singapore. anw, i guess there's not much tickets left.. only the $145 and $100 ones.. so act fast!!

i already got the tickets!! *shAke bUtt* ok. we are not bad a fan.. we got the $100 tickets.. hEe~ lalalalalla... haha!! i'm so happy!! =) wEe~ waHhahha!! yahHooo~ *shake butt somemore*

oh ya.. its on the 5th Mar '09. Jason Mrazzzzzzzz -.-

the seven pounds

2009-01-12T02:08:00.002+08:00

was another movie nite with boon.. but lots of feelings running thru my head during tis show. i knew it will be a good show and it truly is!

at the beginning were lots of guessing cos they didnt do any intro or wat so ever.. but you will kind of get it after awhile, if not then you have to watch till the end!! lolx! n towards the end.. i tear like mad!! cos wat's in my mind was boonie.. he's just sitting next to me ya i noe! but the story reminds me of his frd.. n every time i think of it, i really feel the pain for him.. n well.. watching tis is like seeing the story of his.. juz makes me treasure mr.boon more.. ok. anw, i noe i'm emo mama.. watever!! =p

mux watch!! p.s: the trailer doesnt help you to noe the story much tot.. so go watch!

couple sleeping position?

2009-01-10T21:24:00.007+08:00

we slept well last nite.. haha!! maybe cos we are sleeping on the single bed.. so its kind of squeezey~ but well~ for all the couples.. below are some sleeping positions explanation, not by me of cos.. copy from some webby cos i was finding wat was ours~~?? LOLX!!

n for ours~ no explanation!!

pls let me noe if you happen to find an explanation for this.. LOLX!!

ONG BAK [2]

2009-01-10T02:11:00.002+08:00

another MUST watch if you love fighting show.. but to me the story kind of sux! the fight is 10times more painful then IP MAN.. cos alot of blood and weapons!!

before watching tis mr boon was like: "wo yao da shi ke!!" after watching tis show he started: "wo yao da shi ke KUP!!" -.-'' i love-hate mr boon~ haha!

good game for CNY practice~ LOLx!!

2009-01-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

Governor of Poker

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we sing . we scream . we hug . we kiss . we dance

2009-01-03T03:24:00.003+08:00

thanx for the wonderful NYE celebration mr boon!! =) i glad i found you and begin our journey on 2OO8 and welcome 2OO9 together~ you are such an awesome lover!! *MUACKS*

HELLO 2009!!

2009-01-02T17:56:00.010+08:00

i welcome you MR.2OO9!! 2nd day of you and everything seems really good~!! especially happy for you my dear.. wEe~ =) i'm really happy to hear alot of good stuff at the beginning of the year~ yeah!

actually i cant wait for you to go.. haha!! but well~ am eager to see n learn wat you have for me! 2OO8 was a beginning of alot of stuff tat i wanted to do and 2OO9 is like the year to see the results.. but it all takes time. i really hope i can make it thru this year.. >.<'' *pRay* i just wish all my love ones will be happy and healthy!! and to all the OX friends~ see below: [copy n paste from my mail]

Overall Forecast
This year, you offend Tai Sui and therefore, there will be obstacles through out the year. Be more vigilant and careful when dealing with matters. Fortunately, there are lucky stars present this year to help you. You will have the tendency to change job, get married or travel. Regardless of the problem, this year will be better than last year. If you are religious, you can offer prayer to Tai Sui during the Lunar New Year. Remember to choose the correct Tai Sui that matches you.

Career
There is possibility that you might change your job. Don’t be too aggressive to make the decision. Weigh all the pros and cons before you decide to change your job.

Relationship
No major breakthrough. Control your emotion and exercise tolerance. There are still opportunities to meet the other party if you work hard to seek for it. Those born in 1949 and 1961 have to be carefuls in making acquaintances.

Wealth
Proper income is stable. Scrutinize all documents before you sign. Those born in 1937 can be in deep trouble if invest wrongly.

Health
You need to be extra careful this year. Accidents will happen easily.

OK! my to do list this year:

finish my studies
get a job
climb Mt. Kinabalu
get SLR cam
more trips if possible..
save money.. i noe 4/5 need money but watever la! save~

not much in the list .. so good luck to me for 2OO9!! *mUaCks*

belated X'Mas meal? Korean style

2008-12-30T15:50:00.004+08:00

Korean style X'mas lunch!! hoo Daa da hOoo da da.. LOLx!! time taken for buying, preparing, cooking and washing = 5hrs!! omg~ in the end its a lunch cum dinner. no gift exchange cos me n mt didnt buy. =x haha! the food was damn shiok!! but we got oily faces and stinky clothes after that, thanx to someone who told us that "only little smoke"!! blogging tis makes me hungry again~ =p''

Food: chicken, pork, beef, bacon, onion, capsicum, prawn, scallop, potato, rice, speacial sauce, fish, wine and beers(but nv drink)!!

Dan prepare the food and the rest help.. haha!! yik did most of the cooking cos he's the one who bought the special sauce~ and all did the cleaning!! great job! *clap clap <-- learn from dan. Lolx!

thanx MT for providing us the venue~ HAHA!

it has been a decade~ .f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

2008-12-29T18:08:00.006+08:00

the times we had together.. the fun, the laughter, the tears, the anger, the nag.. .. the effort we put into our friendship is never less then our families.. i just wanna say thank you friends for being ard n may the OX year brings us Happiness!! 2nd round of OX yr.. wat a feeling~ LOLx!!

p.s: i'm juz keep it short.. in case u guys say i emo mama..

Extraordinary x'Mas

2008-12-26T16:23:00.016+08:00

so wat to do on christmas? we are not christian so no need to go church or wat la.. we actually tot of doing so on the eve.. lolx! so can sing sing abit.. got x'mas feeling ma.. but anw, we just watch 'YES! Man', it was quite a scary experience on the eve.. anw, scary then forget abit it. i don want to say.. bebe noe la. shHh~ don tell ppl.

after the late nite out on the eve we manage to make our way to Sungei Buloh!! yahOoo~ we tot of going there for eRm.. ard 1 mth liao so mr boon msg me n say.. "let's do it! if not its only all talk and no action. see ya at 1:45pm~" then i was like still sleepy~ went back to sleep n wake up at 1:45.. LOLx!! i'm so dead!! heng he msg again.. n say "i will be slightly late~" i faster go bathe!! chiong ar! then am done by 2:20pm. not tat bad la hor. =x

it was a long journey there~~ so far away!! near JB la.. can imagine how long the trip there. when we finally reach!! carpark full!! wah lao eh.. sian~ so we drive further down abit n we found a fish farm.. they got crocz farm n aero donno wat plantation la.. not bad.. so we went in the fish farm to take a look.. so random but not bad. alot of fish!! mr boon got sth for his fish tank too. RITE dear~ =p

-random trip to the fish farm-

-big fish!!, turtles, stingray!! cheryl see the stingray sure 'girly' one.. cos got spots.. eee..-

-after fish farm~ go SB!! public holiday.. so need to pay $1. -.-'' -

-SB here we come!!-

-quiet.. no crocz but alot of mozzies~ -

-outdoor classroom! reminds me of 'zhao an lao shi' lolz!

-tis type of leaves is like everywhere n dear say.. is CB leaf. haha! wat they call during army days~-

-fat face, sharp face and unknown-

-sweet bf help me take picz both front n BACK!!-

-pls bring OFF! before entering any sort of nature. mozzies like girl's leg pit. LOLx!-

-we then hop home! -

Enjoyed all the fun!! especially with you my dear.. xiexie ni bao pei~ >.<''

Singapore VS Vietnam

2008-12-26T15:57:00.009+08:00

if i'm not wrong tis was on the 21st Dec 2008, SG vs VIET. it was such a dissapointing match cos why? we lose la!! somemore last min goal.. -.- GG man. the Vietnamese were very rough during the game and they are very good actors!! the whole match ar.. only they fall n need medic.. ka na sai!! they win also heng one la.. tmd!! but SG seriously really need to practice how to goal!! i think they have got like 6-7 or more chances to strike but they nv.. super low morale after the match. some pics for memories~

"nv watch LIVE soccer match before!"

Cảm ơn [viet] my dear~!!

some unknown jux couldnt STOP looking at my picz!!

2008-12-23T02:29:00.001+08:00

Armani found talent?

2008-12-23T02:24:00.002+08:00

piece of art~ <3

2008-12-23T02:20:00.002+08:00

a date with mr boon [mad]

2008-12-21T04:48:00.003+08:00

was out with him tat day for his family erm~ outing? but anw, we were there for like less then an hour but the journey there took ard the same time cos it was damn far!! so i was like behind him looking at the map n direct him here n there.. i just roughly guess.. heng we got there. feels like we are on a amazing race~ LOlx! so... after food, went for a movie!! 'TWILIGHT' seriously, wat else can couples do in sg? eat.sleep.movie.eat.out.chill*repeat. pls give me some ideas where to go.. out of sg i've got plans but in sg itself -.- kill me~ ok la.. actually is the person u are with that makes the difference.. hEe~

p.s: i make him pose like Donnie Yen in IP MAN .. =x

a feel with soon to have camera~

2008-12-21T04:27:00.004+08:00

i tell u~ the feeling to shoot with tis type of cam is awesome!! i seriously want this badly.. LOLx!!

IP MAN [ eep . man ]

2008-12-18T01:12:00.002+08:00

this movie is a mux watch!! fight, fight n more fights!!! we've been waiting for this show to be out. finally..

since he super like this show also, i booked the tickets and date him out to watch the sneak today!! =) he accepted my date. LOLx!!

Love For A Child

2008-12-16T03:29:00.002+08:00

For the past twenty five years or more Dick, who is 65, has pushed and pulled his son across the country and over hundreds of finish lines. When Dick runs, Rick is in a wheelchair that Dick is pushing. When Dick cycles, Rick is in the seat-pod from his wheelchair, attached to the front of the bike. When Dick swims, Rick is in a small but heavy, firmly stabilized boat being pulled by Dick.

dad n mum loves us the same no matter wat we do. right or wrong.

BEST Guitar Trainer in Town!!! =x

2008-12-15T18:11:00.004+08:00

mr boon is taking students!! so if you are interested pls leave me a msg or tag me!

he's patient n nice to learn from. =)

Rates: $120-$150 per mth 4 lessons; per lesson @ 45-60mins

new love~ for gadgets..

2008-12-12T17:05:00.011+08:00

i know i just got a new phone not long ago~ but i like this phone tOo!!!

Current Phone:

New Love~:

one of my 2OO9 target:

tis is also a target.. but then which year.. i donno =x .. (change to a more possible one) :

sing out loud

2008-12-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

mr boon singing before his performance during D&D. personally, not bcos he's my bf, i think he has really got the talent to sing n to play. =)

b e b e

2008-12-10T16:38:00.003+08:00

to my horror!! mt n me got a same nick for our bfs. bebe!! omg!! same spelling somemore!! pls see her blog http://www.chervelley.blogspot.com/.

i got tis name for mr boon cos he got lots of Bs. i told him u are my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my ... ok. so i called him bebe! then.. mt also!! and we found out we name the emo icon on the msn bebe with the same icon!! argh~ tis is scary cum disgusting!! n both bf.. gemini~ jialat!

O M G..

summary - 2 O O 8

2008-12-10T01:48:00.055+08:00

2OO8 was one happening year for me! should say i've cleared most of my to-do list so i'm damn happy!!! wEe~ so many things happened but these are all tat i can re-call.. so here's how it went for yr 'O8.

Jan'O8: was thinking of studying.. get my driving license.. go many places in the world, get a new phone, get a backpack so i can travel and get a pet. sth like tat la..

Feb'O8: i think a hse needs a pet.. for some reasons. so.. i got KURO!! the notti blackie!! i tot previously was a female so why not get a male this time. actually mummy don want me to have any dog after Peachie pass away.. but one evil friend of mine keep bring me to the pet shop at pasir ris.. so i bo pian! somemore KURO look so cute last time, i use the word last time cos now he's too notti to be called cute. bite my sofa, my dad's specs and cigarettes, mummy's comb, my miss sixty specs also kena bite. he kena ticks and many more!! ok. pls take a look at tis notti boy.

then went malaysia for CNY.. was fun putting fireworks, eat alot and collect RM hong baos. wEe~ i'm not malaysian anw..

tis was somewhere in.. Ipoh further down.. donno where. cannot rmb the place la.

Mar'O8: nothing happen la.. boring mth. bb.

Apr'O8: haha! at last, i can further my studies.. wEe~ i want to be Prof. Yong!! =x

donno why 2007 appeal in the card, maybe Ireland is one yr back?

May'O8: super shiok mth cos i've got free trip to australia!! wEe~ award for employee who works very hard n customers love you n voted for u. =) first time took plane alone.. the feeling damn shiok!! haha! pics were taken in sydney n Ettalong beach.

i want to eat tis.. =p''

p.s: my dear.. tis is the pancake i'm talking abt.. yummy!!

n then.. after ard 25 lessons n 3 attempts!! in 6mths!! here's my driving license..

1st attempt- too action, tot i noe everything, so i drive damn ya ya then hit curb. -.-

2nd attempt- i blame the rain.. so blur cannot see the back so hit curb again.. u noe during TP the curb will auto become bigger by itself. serious~~ cos during lesson i nv kena curb before. i nv bluff.. really!!

3rd attempt- haha. sure pass la.. if not my instructor kill me!! cos no rain no ya ya, i was a good driver that day..

ok, so now got license.. but no car.. tmd!! =(

Jun'O8: look here.. look there.. i think next yr june i will be abit busy.. =x

Jul'O8: one year older day!! i was super duper tired that day, cos i've got assignment to hand in on the eve of my b'day and usually ppl celebrate on ur eve one ma.. so after rushing my assignment at work till like 10plus then i met cheryl, dan n yik. i was really really tired, my face like need a full 12hrs sleep.. but they are so sweet n nice.. i cannot say no to them. =) thank you dudes~

before b'day.. went Redang!! was a company trip then followed by my personal trip there.. come back become blackie!! at last i visit Redang.. Xia Ri Mo Mo Cha~

July was good then bad then worst.. LOLx!! happy then tired then sad cos got assignments, exams, trip then ya.. crazy month!!

Aug'O8: see see here.. look look there.. emo mth. bb.

Sept'O8: i've got my backpack!! yipEe!! more trips! more! more! here's my deuter~

September was a special month.. cos i got together with bebe. 080908. hEe~ should have got together on 080808 or 090909 hor. =x ok. me damn potato. i've said it several times but i still want to say.. thanks bebe, for all the love.joy.laughter you've brought into my life. i'm happy n contented. =)

Oct'O8: pls refer to previous blog title: trip with him~ haha! went Genting with mr boon then went Batam with the Cs!! cheryl n mt(chervelle).

i donno why i look so emo during the whole trip.. maybe i miss boonie la.. =x

n more pics..

n more more pics~ was damn fun to laugh.relax.chill there.. good time with the Cs!!

and tis mth, i'm officially not working. jobless. things happen for some reasons.. which i guess it might be good that i lost this job. =.=''

Nov'O8: EXAMS!!! again~ but this time.. no emo problem. so good one! yipEe~ *fingers cross*

Dec'O8: started blogging .. so pls refer to below..

byebye 2OO8!! i'm so looking forward to 2OO9 !! wEe~ ツ

h a p p y

2008-12-09T03:10:00.001+08:00

=) to have you in my life..

tRip wiTh hiM~

2008-12-03T22:05:00.003+08:00

while i'm blogging tis.. he is tying my hair!!! crap!! -.- he say i look like "cu liu xiang"~ he tie until so ugly~ of cos look like some "tell neow neow" ppl la!! argh~ he is mad!!

ok! tis was like a few months ago~ at genting with mr boon!! was trying out the photoscape i d/l FREE!! good la.. so fun!

Genting was cold cold!! like 17degree at nite.. nothing much there actually. we bought sweet potato n when out of the hotel to eat it!! like maciam we damn poor n only left with the potato to eat.. took off our jacket to feel the chill then ran back to hotel!! LOLX!! oh ya~ we did gamble too. but of cos, loss money.. haha!!

n we got upgraded to EXECUTIVE bus for free~ got TV one k.. as adv. on TV, the five star tour bus.. yeah~!!

Love.$$$.Hate

2008-12-03T02:31:00.005+08:00

money. money. money..

i notice this word pops out from my mouth more n more!! i kind of hate being like this.. like all i think about is MONEY... -.- e.g: boonie : if you have got a pair of wings to fly where ever u want.. where u want to go? like u can fly real fast!! n i replied: i really donno.. cos go there also no money.. go for what.. =( guess mr boon muz be real sian to hear me saying that..

i told him.. when i see $$ in my bank getting lesser n lesser i get insecure.. not that i like money! but i don like the feeling .. u noe.. like even going out for a movie also must think twice! -.-

maybe bcos i'm currently jobless.. n still have to study.. argh!!! study to earn more.. but need to earn enough in order to study !! is like a vicious cycle~ ppl study to work then work to study again then work to have a family n then work for kids until die.. lolx!! if i don need money to do wat i like, i'll be all around the whole right now..

i know i have to be positive!! i don want to take money from parents.. i just want to... let money be the last thing that pops up in my mind.. if only..

money = time X time