Love.$$$.Hate

money. money. money..

i notice this word pops out from my mouth more n more!! i kind of hate being like this.. like all i think about is MONEY... -.- e.g: boonie : if you have got a pair of wings to fly where ever u want.. where u want to go? like u can fly real fast!! n i replied: i really donno.. cos go there also no money.. go for what.. =( guess mr boon muz be real sian to hear me saying that..

i told him.. when i see $$ in my bank getting lesser n lesser i get insecure.. not that i like money! but i don like the feeling .. u noe.. like even going out for a movie also must think twice! -.-

maybe bcos i'm currently jobless.. n still have to study.. argh!!! study to earn more.. but need to earn enough in order to study !! is like a vicious cycle~ ppl study to work then work to study again then work to have a family n then work for kids until die.. lolx!! if i don need money to do wat i like, i'll be all around the whole right now..

i know i have to be positive!! i don want to take money from parents.. i just want to... let money be the last thing that pops up in my mind.. if only..

money = time X time